End of single life

No no.. I'm not going to talk about romantic relationship. I'm referring to my overseas life.

I've been away from home since July 2005.
Since then, I am enjoying a large degree of freedom.
Except being not able to see my family and my 2 lovely cats, I do enjoy my time alone overseas.
For the first 1.5 years, I stayed with my 2 sisters,
we had a great time and I think that our relationships became a lot better.
No, we were also ok before that but since I am a bit older than the two of them, I guess this 1.5 years did bring us a bit closer.

And for my last year in Singapore, I am totally free.
I'm away from my family, from the friends I know. I'm totally by myself.
So I can do whatever I want without telling others and explaining to them.
Most of the time I eat by myself and I can skip lunch or dinner whenever I want.
This kind of life may sounds very boring to most of the people,
but this is a perfect lifestyle for me.
I guess I have minor dereism.

But all these will come to the end this Saturday.
I will be in Hong Kong with my family.
I cannot have full control to my life anymore. =(
And thanks to Facebook, I met lots of old friends and that means many gathering will be coming up when I get back to Hong Kong later this month.
Of course I wanna meet them.. but part of myself still want to hide in this little world of myself.

I seriously thought of staying in Singapore for several more years simply because I don't have many friends here. But unfortunately I didn't have time to prepare for that and now I have to go back. Once I get back, it will not be very likely for me to move all my stuff again, if you know me, you should know how lazy I am.

The only hope for me now.. is hopefully I can manage to go to Laos and work later. This is seriously a dream that is almost impossible to achieve, but I'm trying my best.